Sex. Period.

Now, I know I'm not the only teenager who talks to her boyfriend about her monthlies. It's part of my life and will always be. I have an amazing boyfriend who knows that having a period is something that will happen one week every month and knows that it makes a difference in how I act and what we do. He will even ask me if I'm on them, to know how far we can go and to know if I will need something (like chocolate). And now that sex is apart of our relationship he really needs to know how I am. And after we first did it, which was both of our first time, he said to me that he'll need to know in the future. Not just because of physical stuff but to also know how I am and if I will be in pain or really emotional. I'm the most comfortable with him that I have ever been in any relationship.
If anyone has a comment or question to say or ask please do and I'll put it through and answer.
Or even if you have a blog suggestion. :)


- Fuck. Life is difficult for a first-world teenager

Love

This is my home screen at the moment. I love this so much. And I feel as if my boyfriend and I are like this. 

Changes in an instant

Ok, so a lot has happened in these (what.. Like?) three weeks(??). I broke up with my boyfriend because I lost feelings for him like that. He didn't take it very well, but now he's ok and we agreed to still be friends. One of the reasons I broke up with him was because feelings for someone else grew. I've had these feelings for about a year now but always pushed them aside. But in the last month they've just grown and grown and grown. This guy turns out to be my best friend. We are actually really close and he knows everything about me. And I him. And I mean EVERYTHING. We've been going out since Tuesday. Over the time we weren't going out I think there's always been some sort of sexual tension between us. And now that we've been going out that's shown, in my opinion. I'm not a sentimental person but I feel like we are made for each other. We've decided to only tell our closest friends. And that in the holidays we'll tell people that we are going out. For my ex-boyfriend's sake. I trust him so much and we've both said that we love each other. Just not that way yet. But I don't doubt that that will happen. He's a total romantic and it's really cute because I've never seen that side of him. Anyways, so that's how my life has changed.


- Apparently it's all about me at the moment.

'Sick'

Hi. I don't really know how to start this off.... Here goes!
Right now I'm in bed 'sick' because I have an assignment that is late and I've done hardly any of it. I decided to pretend to be sick when I woke up at 7 o'clock this morning instead of 4 which is when I was planning on getting up. Like that was ever gonna happen...
I have been wanting to write a blog for quite some time and so I've been lying in bed debating for the past half hour wether or not I should. So I bit the bullet and here I am.
This blog is going to, I guess, be about me. As self centred as that seems. There are three types of people that I know who have an opinion on my humour. People who say I have no sense of humour, can't take a joke and say that I'm not funny at all. People who say I have no sense of humour, can't take a joke and say that I'm not funny at all, yet still laugh with and at all the stupid stuff I do and say. And.. People who think I'm hilarious, no matter how stupid I can be, and will say that I'm 'fucking weird'. So, based on these three different opinions I am going to say I'm relatively funny and have my moments of hilarity. I'll try to be funny. (I also tend to go on rants...) l will try to also write about topics that will be relatable to the common first-world teenager, if there is such thing.
Sooooo...... That's my hi. Hope I gave off some sort of good impression.

- Don't judge. I'm new to this.